
Okay so recently i have been a bit wishy-washy about my feelings...
This is the girl that i think i am fond of, but i also think that
i don't really care to change the realationship we already have...
Okay let me explain. I thought that i wanted to date her but then i thought that being her butt-buddy was fine too.
Since you most-likly don't know what the hell a butt-buddy is let me explain. ah-heh-hmmm~
(pulls out his very own slang dictionaty)
Butt-Buddy(Bah*ot - Bo*dee)
1)A person who has asended from just an ordinary friend to being extremly close to another being.
Alright so anyway i don't plan to have sex until after marriage. [Yeah i've got a hell of a long way to go!]
So now im thinking what is the real point in going out with someone at the age of 18? Im not thinking of marriage or sex
so what then? If i want to know more about her i could
without dating her so now what? Stalemate? Hell im soo
confused... I feel that i'd need some kind of objective but...
What the Hell would it be? That's when the maybe i should
just forget about it, im too young anyway logic kicks in.
And that's where im stuck.